Difficulties

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal;
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.

My little dog:
a heartbeat at my feet.

I got Chica's ashes back this Monday.

If love could build a stairwell,
And memories a lane;
I'd walk right up to Heaven --
And bring you home again.

My heart is heavy.

As long as I can,
I will look at this world for the both of us.
As long as I can, I will laugh with the birds,
I will sing with the flowers,
I will pray to the stars,
For the both of us.

Good night, my angel girl. Good night, my snuggler. Good night, my baby.

I hope you understand I set you free for a reason, angel. Your little heart wasn't going to last you much longer.. I wasn't going to put you through that. It was a gift of kindness I gave you, angel girl. I'll meet you again, one day, on Rainbow Bridge. I can't believe how much I miss you. It's as though my big bed is now empty, despite your little sister, who tries as hard as she can to fill up the entire bed - including my side.

Have fun on Rainbow Bridge, baby. I'll see you in seventy-some years. Come visit your mama every once in a while, will you?

I'll see you in my dreams, angel.